DANCE, Dance On Your Own
Dear love,
Yesterday, i lied. When you stylishly asked me if i saw you earlier in the day, and i replied in affirmative. My reply then was a lie.
Everything i said from that point on were all lies,because i really did see you. I saw you around the casino,with a bottle of vodka and a halfway burnt cigarette stick. The exact ones you promised me you'd never lay your hands on. I saw her sit on your legs,and rest her head on your shoulders. The shoulders that i always rested on whenever i was weak and at my breaking points. The shoulders that were always ready to pull me into a big hug telling me everything would be alright. I prayed really hard for it to be a random girl who I've never seen,and probably never ever would again. A girl,you'd forget about ever meeting once you're safe in my arms, HOME. That's what you always call it. I lied i was cool with your actions,but because I'm trying to make myself believe its all a lie. That its all a mirage, or they're just pieces of my wild imaginations. And i spent the whole night repeating to myself that its not true. That you'd come back to me, so we'd lie on the grass, and stare into each others eyes like we always do. That you'd hold me in your arms and profess your love to me,over and over again. And with that hope, i was able to clear out my head,closing my eyes,so the next day would arrive quickly. But seeing you two together again,holding hands together again, I know it's time to stop lying to myself. It's time to learn to see the hidden "black" in the rainbow. It's time to stop trying not to believe the truth because I'm scared it would break me. It's time to embrace the lonely I'd be for the main time. And during that period, I would try so hard,not to waste my tears and not be in pain. For I'll just keep dancing, Dancing on my own.
©ink_in_disguise
Yesterday, i lied. When you stylishly asked me if i saw you earlier in the day, and i replied in affirmative. My reply then was a lie.
Everything i said from that point on were all lies,because i really did see you. I saw you around the casino,with a bottle of vodka and a halfway burnt cigarette stick. The exact ones you promised me you'd never lay your hands on. I saw her sit on your legs,and rest her head on your shoulders. The shoulders that i always rested on whenever i was weak and at my breaking points. The shoulders that were always ready to pull me into a big hug telling me everything would be alright. I prayed really hard for it to be a random girl who I've never seen,and probably never ever would again. A girl,you'd forget about ever meeting once you're safe in my arms, HOME. That's what you always call it. I lied i was cool with your actions,but because I'm trying to make myself believe its all a lie. That its all a mirage, or they're just pieces of my wild imaginations. And i spent the whole night repeating to myself that its not true. That you'd come back to me, so we'd lie on the grass, and stare into each others eyes like we always do. That you'd hold me in your arms and profess your love to me,over and over again. And with that hope, i was able to clear out my head,closing my eyes,so the next day would arrive quickly. But seeing you two together again,holding hands together again, I know it's time to stop lying to myself. It's time to learn to see the hidden "black" in the rainbow. It's time to stop trying not to believe the truth because I'm scared it would break me. It's time to embrace the lonely I'd be for the main time. And during that period, I would try so hard,not to waste my tears and not be in pain. For I'll just keep dancing, Dancing on my own.
©ink_in_disguise
Summary:
Sometimes, to be happy, all you have to do is define your own meaning of peace. The pain would hurt, but you'll be fine— if you believe you would.
Sometimes, to be happy, all you have to do is define your own meaning of peace. The pain would hurt, but you'll be fine— if you believe you would.
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