Relationship battles

Lonely she was
Writing about her emotions, her mission
Along you came
With loads of promises of love
A taste, and she got addicted
More and more
Mesmerized by your touch
Enchanted by your caress
Craving your warmth
More and more
She lost herself
Trying to fit in you
Trying to be better for you
Trying to do everything to please you
Loneliness was scary
She once had a taste
But never again wanted to be locked up within those walls
She wanted to explore the beauty of the world,
Only with you
She wanted to stare deep into the blueness of the ocean,
Only with you staring into her's
She wanted to count the stars at night
Only while resting on your shoulders
More and more, her list went on
That you started complaining
Of obsession, of desperacy
To you, she became a puppy hungry for love
For care, for affection
That her sight, started to annoy you
That everything on your mind, was push her away
All you'd have done was gracefully leave
Or ask her to
But no,
You started saying things indirectly
Making her feel worthless and useless
Giving her more reasons to cry
And a container to store the tears
What brought about the attitude, she thought
Why did he change so much, she cried
She felt bitter
But it was better compared to her loneliness
So she stayed
Praying and hoping, she started
For a change in you
But you got worse by the day
No, by every tickling second
Allowing the monster in you grow
Giving it the power to control you
You made fun of her love
Her emotions and pure heart
And developed a new hobby
In which all you'd do is check
To see how much she'd bend for you
You made her sacrifice her ears
The ones she used to hear what she wrote about
And complained they were filthy
You took her eyes
The one's she used to see what she writes about
And complained they were blood shot
Of the tears and blood she shed for you?
And her heart
Let's just cut the long story short
You took that long long ago
And in the long run,
All she had left was her pen
The one she always use to write
The only possession she deeply cherished
Neatly and well packed
Hoping you'd see through her intentions
And then try to stay
But you gave her the worst twist in her life
Leaving in the scariest way ever
Making sure to inflict scars and pain with every step you took
Giving her enough heartbreak to last a life time
She'd have cried her eyes out
But she already gave them to you
She'd have screamed till her ears got blocked
But the ears were already given off
And then her heart,
You already made enough damage
Leaving it to nothing but crash
So all she can do now
Is pick up her broken pen
Already with marks of the blood and tears she shed
Which she'd hold on to forever
And never try to offer out
In exchange for love
Never and Ever.
©Ink_in_disguise
EXPLANATION:
Toxic, immature and unconvincing relationship is another cause of emotional instability in teenagers and youths in general. This writeup tells the story of love, of a very common occurrence in the society, in which pain and heartbreak are the remnants left of such type of love; in whichever and whatever way this occurs, do not be the reason another beautiful and innocent soul refuses to love again.

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